Job Hunting and randoms

I woke up this morning coughing up another lung, this damn congestion is killing me.

It's R's birthday today!!! He really really hates his birthday so it has been my plan for the last 6 years to try and make them good and happy for him. We went to MJ's on Monday and had an awesome lunch, and tonight we're playing cards with our friends as is the norm but I am going to bake a gluten free brownie mix for Rob in the hopes it tastes as good as a normal brownie mix does :)

I've been trying to figure out a plan for jobs, I have to update my resume (which I suck balls at) and I have to figure out what I want to do.....Oh god, is it bad that I am 25 and have no idea what my dream job would be. Crap...not having a panic attack or anything but it does seem relatively concerning.

Bah okay going to not think about that for a couple of hours in the hopes I can think straight again.

I had planned on cleaning out the house and packing things for the yard sale we're taking part in on the 13th but this back to back rain has been a killer for motivating me to get started. I had all these grand plans that since I became redundant at work I would show that I am not redundant at home.....yup this is where I have ended up.

I have grown ridiculously attached to our back deck, R has spent so much time back here getting things clean and tidy and moved around that it has become our little sanctuary, we come out here all the time whether we are playing cards on Thursdays or just sitting together drinking tea, on the plus side my sleep schedule seems to be working itself out now, I wonder if my body was so destroyed because I was always so stressed out at work.

Maybe that's the whole point of this situation, rather than stress about finding my career right this second, why not focus on the other things that need my attention, get my credit back on track, pay off my debts, get our butts on a budget for what I would be pulling in if I was working minimum wage. And then, once we're on track with the budget and we're surviving then start thinking about the rest of my life, and what I want to do.

Yeah, I think this is the right track to be on, if I approach this correctly and stick to a plan (a loose not stressed out plan) then we can get things back on track not an issue.

So to start I need to sign off and make a plan!!

Thanks for listening everyone, I really appreciate it.